Mengapa Tak Kau Ucap Sekarang

sehidupku datang
menghampiri belahan jiwa
entah mengapa rasa hatiku
kau dan aku ada sesuatu 

di saat engkau bicara
sangat dekat di wajahku
harum nafasmu bagaikan bunga
yg bersemi di hatiku

aku datang untuk engkau
karna engkau ku jatuh cinta
bila sang cinta tumbuh di hati kita
mengapa tak kau ucap sekarang

dan harapku malam tak menipu
cahayanya menusuk hatiku
bila sang cinta tumbuh di hati kita
mengapa tak kau ucap
mengapa tak kau ucap
(mengapa tak kau ucap)
mengapa tak kau ucap sekarang

Suara Hati Seorang Kekasih

Hanya namamu, di hatiku,
jiwa dan raga, tak ‘kan berdusta
Namun terkadang cinta terusik, benci, sesaat

Seribu musim, tak ‘kan bisa,
menghibur hati, yang penuh marah
Entah mengapa berpisah saat mulai, menjalin

Suara hati seorang kekasih,
bagai nyanyian surgawi,
tak ‘kan berdusta,
walau ketamakan
merajai diri yang penuh emosi,
jauh, didasar hatiku,
tetap ku mau,
kau sebagai, ka-sihku

I'm gonna lose that boy

hilang... semuanya ilang, dia sekarang udh bener-bener ilang. 4 bulan = NIHIL!!! makasih, nuhun pisan ya untuk kamu yg udh buat kenangan di pikiran aku dan itu semua indah banget, makasih ya :)

Melewatkanmu

Melewatkanmu di lembaran hariku
Selalu terhenti di batas senyumanmu
Walau berakhir cinta kita berdua
Hati ini tak ingin dan selalu berdusta

Lupakanmu takkan mudah bagiku
Selalu ku coba namun aku tak mampu
Membuang semua kisah yang telah berlalu
Di sudut relung hatiku yang membisu ku merindukanmu

Harusnya ku telah melewatkanmu
Menghapuskanmu dari dalam benakku
Namun ternyata sulit bagiku
Merelakanmu pergi dari hatiku

Selalu ingin dekat tubuhmu
Namun aku tak bisa karena kau telah bahagia

Harusnya ku telah melewatkanmu
Menghapuskanmu dari dalam benakku
Namun ternyata sulit bagiku
Merelakanmu pergi dari hatiku (hatiku)

Selalu ingin dekat tubuhmu
Namun aku tak bisa, namun aku tak bisa
Karena kau telah bahagia

Cin(T)A

Cina : kau cantik aku ganteng, kau yatim aku piatu, kau bego aku pinter, kau ....
Annisa : Kristen gue Islam
Cina : Exactly, ntar kita bisa di display di Taman Mini, jadi simbol kerukunan umat beragama. Kau kan belum pernah sama yang beda agama. Atau kau pindah Kristen aja Nis?
Annisa : Yakin lo masih mau sama gue? Tuhan gue aja berani gue khianatin, apalagi lo ntar?

Cina : tunanganmu Jawa?
Annisa : Chinesse, tapi Islam

Life

Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life

Rihanna - Stupid In Love

Stupid in love
Oh
Stupid in love

Let me tell you something
Never have I ever
Been a size 10
In my whole life
I left the engine running
I just came to see
What you would do if I
Gave you a chance
To make things right

So I made it
Even though Katy
Told me this would be nothing
But a waste of time
And she was right

Dont understand it
Blood on your hands
And still you insist
On repeatedly trying
To tell me lies
And I just don't know why

This is stupid
I'm not stupid
Dont talk to me
Like Im stupid
I still love you
But I just cant do this
I may be dumb but
I'm not stupid

My new nickname
Is you idiot
(Such an idiot)
Thats what my friends
Are calling me when
They see me yelling
Into my
Phone

They tell me let go
He is not the one
I thought I saw your potential
Guess thats what made me dumb
He don't want it
Not like you want it
Scheming and cheating
Oh girl, why do you
Waste your time
You know he aint right

Telling me this
I don't wanna listen
But you insist
On repeatedly trying
To tell me lies
And I just don't know why

This is stupid
I'm not stupid
Dont talk to me
Like I'm stupid
I still love you
But I just cant do this
I may be dumb but
I'm not stupid

Trying to make this work
But you act like a jerk
Silly of me to keep
Holding on
But the dunce cap is off
You don't know what you lost
And you wont realize
Till I'm gone, gone, gone
That I was the one
Which one of us
Is really dumb

Ooh
No
No
No
I'm not stupid in love

This is stupid
I'm not stupid
Dont talk to me
Like I'm stupid
I still love you
But I just cant do this
I may be dumb but
I'm not stupid

I may be dumb but
I'm not stupid
In love

ga ngerti sama yang namanya panda ! mereka teh kenapa lucu banget sih kaya boneka? aduh pengen melihara panda tapi mau nyimpen dimana, itu sih masalahnya mah, pokonya nanti kalo udh pnya keluarga sendiri dan suami idaman, pengen ke japan terus meluk panda yang eratttttt.......

so hard to choose

I love you, but I am confused what to do, you're always close to a lot of women, the more careful I hesitate to make you choose. You always make me upset, you always do ske mistakes that accidentally give depth I'm sad

Mocca - I Remember

I remember...
The way you glanced at me, yes I remember
I remember...
When we caught a shooting star, yes I remember
I remember...
All the things that we shared, and the promise we made, just you and I
I remember...
All the laughter we shared, all the wishes we made, upon the roof at dawn

Do you remember... ?
When we were dancing in the rain in that december
And I remember...
When my father thought you were a burglar
I remember...
All the things that we shared, and the promise we made, just you and I
I remember...
All the laughter we shared, all the wishes we made, upon the roof at dawn

I remember...
The way you read your books,
Yes I remember
The way you tied your shoes,
Yes I remember
The cake you loved the most,
Yes I remember
The way you drank you coffee,
I remember
The way you glanced at me, yes I remember
When we caught a shooting star,
Yes I remember
When we were dancing in the rain in that december
And the way you smile at me,
Yes I remember

lambung makin sakit :'(, udh ga akan bener ini mah ya allah, ga kuat sumpah da asli pengen nangis :'(

From me to you

I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you simply, without problems or pride: I love you in this way because I do not know any other way of loving but this, in which there is no I or you, so intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand, so intimate that when I fall asleep your eyes close

I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best

Two Hearts - Part 13

“Bi, Audrey Bi !, ada apa sebenarnya? tolong ceritakan padaku” Xavier memohon. “Audrey hilang ingatan, semenjak kecelakaan itu, ingatannya hilang sebagian, maka dari itu mengapa dia tidak ingat sama sekali denganmu.” Bibi menceritakan dengan memperlihatkan wajah sedih. “apa ingatannya akan kembali?.” dia menanyakan hal yang tidak bisa bibi jawab. “aku tidak tahu Xavier sampai kapan Audrey seperti ini, bersabarlah.”

Akhirnya aku bisa pulang juga, bisa merasakan kebebasan yang sudah lama aku inginkan selama 2 minggu ini, Louis? ya sekarang aku ingat dia adalah calon suamiku dan aku sangat mencintainya, aku ingat dia sekarang. Jam 9 malam nanti dia akan datang ke rumahku. Ibuku Miranda, kaku George dan Bibi tercintaku Bibi Monika sedang menyiapkan makan malam, aku ikut membantu mereka, karena aku terlalu serius, bel rumah tak kunjung berhenti berdering, aku membukakan pintu dan tak lain adalah Louis. “maaf jika aku telat, aku ingin tampil menarik di depanmu” dia memberikan sebuah senyuman yang membuatku begitu tersanjung.

Setelah makan malam aku dan Louis menikmati udara malam di teras rumahku, kami duduk di salah satu kursi kayu yang ada di taman kecil yang dibuat oleh ibuku dulu, kami asyik mengobrol sampai-sampai Louis memegang tanganku dan menatap mataku “aku sangat mencintaimu, aku ingin kita segera menikah.” tatapannya begitu dalam. “aku harus jawab apa Louis?” wajah bingung sambil menatap kosong ke arah Louis. tiba-tiba Louis mencium bibirku dengan begitu lembut, aku hanya bisa terdiam.

Kejadian malam itu membuat aku tidak bisa tidur, selalu memikirkannya, tetapi saat aku memikirkannya sesosok pria tiba-tiba muncul dipikiranku, ya pria yang mengaku2 kenal denganku saat aku dirawat, aku tidak terlalu memikirkannya. Hari ini aku akan membeli sebuah kemeja untuk aku berikan pada Louis. Disalah satu toko baju aku meilhat Kemeja yang sangat cocok dengan Louis menurutku, Aku pilih kemeja warna hitam, karena dia sangat suka warna hitam. Saat aku akan mengabil kemeja itu dari gantungan baju, ada seseorang yang menarik kemeja itu dari arah lain, ternyata itu adalah dia, dia yang mengaku kenal denganku saat di rumah sakit.

Two Hearts - Part 12

Aku merasakan pusing yang sangat hebat di kepalaku, aku tidak mengerti apa yang sebenarnya terjadi, saat aku buka mataku perlahan aku meliahat Bibi Monika ada dihadapanku. “apakah kau baik-baik saja?” Bibi Monika menanyakan keadaanku. “aku tidak apa-apa bi, memangnya apa yang sudah terjadi?” tanyaku heran kepada bibi. “kau mengalami kecelakaan saat menuju gereja, dan pernikahan kau dan Louis pun dibatalkan” bibi menjelaskan panjang lebar. “pernikahan? apa maksud bibi? aku menikah dengan siapa? Louis? siapa dia?” aku mendadak bingung. “Louis jaksa terkenal itu Audrey apakah kau lupa?” bibi meyakinkan aku. saat aku akan menjawab pertanyaan yang bibi berikan tiba-tiba, George, Ibuku dan seorang Dokter menghampiriku, tetapi mereka hanya melihat keadaanku saja setelah itu mereka pergi, termasuk Bibi Monika. Aku tidak memperdulikan mereka, yang aku pikirkan adalah sebuah kecelakaan dan pernikahan aku menikah dengan siapa? Louis? siapa dia?.

Sudah 6 hari aku berada di rumah sakit, tiba-tiba ada seseorang yang menjengukku, dia bertubuh tegap, berkulit putih asia inggris, dan berambut hitam seperti tentara. dia menghampiriku, dan langsung memegang tanganku “kau baik-baik saja? apa yang sebenarnya terjadi? aku sangat khawatir.” dia menyakan pertanyaan yang aneh kepadaku. aku melepaskan tangannya dan aga sedikit bergeser menjauh dari kasurku “kamu siapa? aku tidak mengenalmu.” “kau tidak mengenalku? jangan bercanda Audrey, Xavier kau lupa?.” dia mengoyak-ngoyakan bahuku seperti aku sedang tidak sadar, karena aku takut olehnya aku berlari keluar dari ruanganku. Aku menabrak seorang ibu-ibu yang tak lain asalah ibuku sendiri. “apa yang kau lakukan? masuklah ke ruanganmu.” ibu menyruhku pergi. Lelaki itu tetap mengejarku, sampai akhirnya aku bertemu Bibi Monika dan sembunyi di belakang badannya.

Gotye ft Kimbra - Somebody That I Used To Know

[Gotye:]
Now and then I think of when we were together
Like when you said you felt so happy you could die
Told myself that you were right for me
But felt so lonely in your company
But that was love and it's an ache I still remember

You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness
Like resignation to the end, always the end
So when we found that we could not make sense
Well you said that we would still be friends
But I'll admit that I was glad it was over

But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough
No you didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records and then change your number
I guess that I don't need that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

Now you're just somebody that I used to know
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

[Kimbra:]
Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over
But had me believing it was always something that I'd done
But I don't wanna live that way
Reading into every word you say
You said that you could let it go
And I wouldn't catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know

[Gotye:]
But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough
No you didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records and then change your number
I guess that I don't need that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

[x2]
Somebody
(I used to know)
Somebody
(Now you're just somebody that I used to know)

(I used to know)
(That I used to know)
(I used to know)
Somebody

Walk Off The Earth - Little Boxes

Little boxes on the hillside
Little boxes made of ticky tacky
Little boxes on the hillside
Little boxes all the same

There’s a pink one and a green one
And a blue one and a yellow one
And they’re all made out of ticky tacky
And they all look just the same

And the people in the houses
All went to the university
Where they were put in boxes
And they came out all the same

And there’s doctors and lawyers
And business executives
And they’re all made out of ticky tacky
And they all look just the same

And they all play on the golf course
And drink their martinis dry
And they all have pretty children
And the children go to school

And the children go to summer camp
And then to the university
Where they are put in boxes
And they come out all the same

And the boys go into business
And marry and raise a family
In boxes made of ticky tacky
And they all look just the same

There’s a pink one and a green one
And a blue one and a yellow one
And they’re all made out of ticky tacky
And they all look just the same

xoxo 2

 

 

 

 

 

xoxo 1

 

 

 

       

       

 

Girls!

 

 

 

 

Hivi! - Selalu Dihati

ku ingat saat itu saat aku dan kamu bertemu
ku yakin kaulah dewiku
dan setelah itu kusampaikan isi hatiku padamu
dan engkau pun jadi miliku

kau buat ku bahagia
hiasi hidupku dengan warna
dan kita trus bersama
selamanya...

cintamu selalu dihati
kan kujaga dan tak akan pergi
ingatlah kasih
kita kan selalu begini sampai akhir nanti....

kaulah dewiku kau pujaan hatiku
kujaga selalu (ya ku janji padamu)
tahukah kamu betapa besar cintaku
hanya padamu (hanya kepadamu)

kau buat ku bahagia
hiasi hidupku dengan warna
dan kita trus bersama
selamanya...

cintamu selalu dihati
kan kujaga dan tak akan pergi
ingatlah kasih
kita kan slalu begini sampai akhir nanti....